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Two well thought out blog posts in a row... I was doing a lot. But both pieces of media deserved it and I really enjoyed writing reviews again!! (/^^)/⌒●~*

The weather has been great these past few days. Far cry from the previous break when it was sad, wet, and dark. I don't know which one I'd prefer actually. When it's gloomy out I have an excuse to stay in bed and do nothing, I can't really do that when its sunny. 

Like the world looks alive so why am I unable to conjure up any motivation to get out there and feel the vitality of existing? The yearly existential dread has caught up and its stronger than ever. Usually I'd come out of it with new resolve so its not all bad. Going through it is the challenge though. ●|￣|＿

The ego is making up excuses, the body malfunctioning, and the consciousness is hard at work. I do believe that each individual human create a galaxy because too much do be happening in here. But that also makes everyone all the more interesting. There's so much to discover about people, then the collective, and then the relationships we forge and how that affects each unique galaxies.

Psychology101 how I'm so looking forward to you. That just reminds me of psych exam ughhh. Maybe studying for it will help me figure stuff out. Or maybe it won't and I will have to perpetually carry this dread for a few more weeks. Hopefully it lessens soon cuz it is UNBEARABLE ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ

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  1. BADABINGBADABOONGTYPESHI19 June 2026 at 18:24

    I write this to you in bed feeling the same way, the perpetual dread is so real

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    1. z v internet19 June 2026 at 18:27

      let us maximise our joint dreadful episodes and come out stronger on the other sideヽ(*´＾｀)ﾉ

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