amazing things happening in Z world

It's been 2 weeks into Whiti and I figured an update blog would be appropriate. Official warning: this post will contain whiplash akin to verse-jumping only seen in EEOA.

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"Science tells us that our genetic imprint predetermines your fate, your character, your choices. Pinanganak kang bobo, lalaki kang bobo, at mamamatay kang bobo" -The Gifted 2014

Although the latter part is uncalled for, I can't deny the truth seeping out of this quote. There are just part of ourselves hardwired up there and try as we might, it is futile to even ATTEMPT to change. So you like banning the most inconceivably least meta hero every ranked game, thats not trolling, that's just who you are fuckyou

Genetics. 

Anger Issues. 

Mild Scoliosis. 

Byler. 

What do they all have in common? Things I've inherited from the family lineage. oH bUt z bYLeR WasN't eVeN a ThINg BAcK iN tHE 18ooS oR wHaTEveR I'm gonna stop you right there, hypothetical person. There should be no doubt in anyone's minds that byler was promised long before the universe's genesis.

And therefore, it has been promised to me as well. No, not even just me. That would be reductive. It was promised to the entire lineage, they just haven't been fully awakened. Although some in the bloodline may never fully reach bylightenment, there will be signs seeping through the cracks. It is subtle but always natural. Like my brother religiously blasting "Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore" during November 2025. Like my mom buying blue and yellow in pairs. And the most egregious of them all, this. ヾ(｡✪ω✪｡)ｼ

This, fellas, is hard proof that the bylerffect only becomes stronger with time. I am witness to that. Almost 6 months after the pineapple filled finalizza and I'm still on the bus baby. Byler buzz is at an all time high as a new month greets us. Will conformitygate finally come to fruition? It is not a matter of if but when and so I will be seated until the end of time. The Suffer Bros are concerned but I'm not getting up.

Lil Adventure

Before getting bedridden I had the amazing chance to finally ride a ferry and explored the Other Side™. Whole experience reminded me that I haven't travelled by boat in a hot minute when it was my taxi back home. Other Side™ had wonderful scenery. It was more of the NZ small town vibe I expected before coming here. The horizon was in full view, with trees and mountain ridges as frames like a landscape painting. At one point we passed a fenced part of the road overlooking the beach with tree leaves casting shadow on the asphalt  and it reminded me of shoujo rei. That song is great btw you guys should listen and give love to vocaloid toxic yuri! ( ≧ᗜ≦)

Screw teleportation actually, I want to be able to capture moments as photos and videos as my super power. I took photos but seeing it in person is a whole different experience. You guys (yk who you are) should come visit during the summer! I also discovered this cafe that primarily has everything egg on the menu, I feel like a certain someone would enjoy that. Anyways that hike proved to be a struggle. I should just stay as I am right now, never attempting any physically challenging task. Gang, I cannot hike to save my life (sorry A). Should a zombie outbreak occur, just leave me behind ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡

Tensionado

Distance makes the heart grow fonder or something like that. I've recently made more and deeper connections with people online, which came as a surprise. In one p(r)e(s)rs(t)on's case, certain feelings were finally expressed. And finally, FINALLY the tension was addressed. It was killing me inside, slowly gnawing through my essence like a cursed energy ready to take over. Because seriously, whenever he's around there's just this barrier between us. At first I chalked it up to my own biases towards men but it's gone on for so long that it became concerning, life-threatening almost. I've likened this dynamic to lions meeting, two of the same origin, too similar and too alike to coexist. Will it end in mutual destruction? Or down the path of shared understanding?

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Right now there is no definitive answer. Thankfully, we discussed it in time and are in the process of a conclusion. Whichever way it goes, the journey will be greatly appreciated for the experience it gives me. For how much I like to bash on him, there is no doubt in my heart that his intentions are genuine, and his nature vivacious. We the same for real. (˶˃⤙˂˶)

A Healing

Onto something major. I have rebooted a healing journey. It would've been nice if I actually rebooted my dumbdroid but alas, the process is so arduous it's like the universe is telling me NO. But in compensation, I have been given a kindred soul in this expedition. For a long time now I have been waiting for someone brainrotted enough to be in need of a reset but also self-aware and driven enough to do something about it. Every so often I look around and wonder, is this really how it should be? Tiny screens in our hands, up in our faces, for hours on end, without any real benefit to our lives? With how commonplace it has become, I almost lost hope and succumbed to the endless doomscroll. 

But then came the offer of a bloodpact. You no reel, me no reel (this I have no way of verifying on his end). If either one breaks the agreement, something severe happens as per the oath, the details of which can not be divulged. You don't want to know. (◉ _ ◉)

Cons: It has been a struggle for sure. My fingers just have a mind of their own, you know? I'm sure you do. That conditioned reflex of hitting the reels page once your friends stop replying or when you've had enough of battle cats, we've all been there. Explaining why I can't watch reels to people I have reelationships with has been quite the experience though. "You physically can't?" YES SO I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU EXPLAINED WHAT THE GYMBROS ARE UP TO PRESSED UP LIKE THAT

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Another condition of the contract is greyscale and so whatever progress I'd made with maidboy has been thrown violently across the room and ricocheted from the wall into the window, scattering glass shards everywhere. For context, dig previous blog posts.

Pros: Reduced screentime. Oh how wonderful it feels to take a screenshot of my current screentime in the context of the previous ungodly one. How absolutely unchudifying to see that I've only spent 2 hours on my phone. That is the duration of a cd and a half. Amazing.

By not scrolling reels, I have also gone to consume more long-form media. This was a habit I had built up way back before I reached bylightenment. And no no no that doesn't mean byler is harmful or bRaINrOt. It was my shortcoming, the bylervision came on too strong and I wasn't strong enough to endure. But this time, things are different. This time, I am 8 months old into this new life. I will touch grass, I will live life, and I will I will I WILLLLLLLL SPEAK UP I KNOW YOU HATE ME LOOKED AT YOUR PICTURE AND CRIED LIKE A BABY